Hesitation

I'm afraid you won't believe me.

I am afraid that you will.

I keep pushing it off, delaying.

I'm afraid I won't do it well.

Can’t someone else do it for me?

though it is my story to tell.

To do it right is to relive it,

and when I try, I feel unwell.

I'm afraid you won't believe me.

I’m so afraid that you will.

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I'm afraid you won't believe me…